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Some letters are better left undelivered. No matter how honest, loving and well written it may be, some times letters are for the ones who write it. You’d like to think you want to express your gratitude or affection towards some body but some times too much dramatic momentum may cause others to shatter. Shatter in terms of being attached to you and suddenly you realize that you cannot handle the burden of some body loving you more than you expected. Your letter full of love will be the demise of a relationship that just needed time to bloom. Whether it be friendship or romantic love. Writing letters is also a way to force your thoughts and feelings towards the readers. But sometimes it can also be misinterpreted and rejected. Letters better left unsent are pure, bold and direct. It won’t hold itself responsible for what ever good or bad it may cause. The power of the moment is inscribed in those words, but time usually calms the flames and that desperate honestly can turn into guilt and regret. Holding people close to you is showing them how much you care, but it’s also possible that you hold on too much that you never realize that you are chaining them down. We cannot let ourselves selfishly and brutally spread our feelings around no matter how good our intention was. Sometimes letters are written for the writers.
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Reverting Back
Guys, I have a confession. (This is former Hei-Chan btw- Yes, I'm not dead.)
After all the Japan fiasco and moving to Hawaii and shit, I really can't get it out of my head. No matter how much I try to find another job or another dream I still end up falling back to my manga-ka dreams. It's been more than a year now. I don't tell this to my family. In a way I am ashamed for coming back empty handed after all that time and money I spent in Japan chasing the dream. I got a bit of experience and a graduation certificate but damnit I wasn't able to hold a job to support my life.
My real confession is; I'm a stupid little girl. I fell in love wit
In Hawaii: Part 1
In Hawaii: Part 1
Some of you have watched me long enough to know that I use to live in Japan. I use to have short updates called “In Japan: Part #” and it even lasted for 4 years. Even though I personally think less people would be interested in hearing about my life in Hawaii, I think I shouldn’t stop writing just because I’ve left the city. So here’s to a new series, In Hawaii.
After years of striving in Japan, I finally came to a realization that being a prestigious artist in Tokyo was not what it took to make me happy. So I decided to let it all go. With a bit of regret and afterwards absolution, I finally
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Hey guys,
My puppy thought he could fly and jumped off a sink.
Now has a broken leg on the front and the back leg needs surgery.
I'm living in the states as an international student, meaning, I can't work legally in the US.
Please, I need your help to earn some money for his leg surgery.
My dog's name is Killua, he's only 7 months old. Surgery for his back leg costs $2000.00 (GAWD...TAT)
and his front leg already cost me $700.
I'd really appreciate it if you could help me out with commissions. You can get one yourself or for your friend as a gift or you can even just help me spread the word.
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I understand what you're saying (and this is super late). Some people don't know how to handle true feelings. They get suspicious or just shy or something. But I don't think there's anything wrong with sharing how you feel. In this day and age, true honesty and sincerity is so rare because people aren't used to extremes anymore, if that makes any sense. We're more comfortable with things being so-so than full blown. I agree that some letters aren't meant to be sent, but more so because sometimes you can't convey all that you're feeling within a few words. But if such feelings were sent and the receiver wasn't accepting, it's natural to feel rejection, but there should be no shame in what message was sent. Because they're your own feelings and screw other people if they're denying you that. Your feelings are your own, they're you, and sometimes that's all you have.
Anyway, just my two cents. I hope you're doing well! I was thinking of sending you a letter actually, cuz I like to do that with overseas friends : D. Whenever you can, or if you want, send me your home address!